For the first time ever I came to slightly hate the way I am intimately. I fell for the most precious bean that exists and despite being like two peas in a pod we are not very compatible sexually. I know what I like and I know what I don’t like and sadly I don’t thing my bean can give me that. I’m worried, I love him so much and I could hate for something like this, hell especially this, to ruin it. However, slowly having to suppress that part of me I’m starting to become unhappy and spiteful. I don’t want to stray and I don’t plan to but I fell that if I don’t figure it out soon then I might lose him.
I feel trapped and I don’t know how I’m gonna sort it :/